一转眼我又到了期末。天啊。。时间真的是过的太快了。上次上博客的时候，是2个月前哦。
呵呵。最近挺忙的。跟我女朋友过的很好。嗨。想弄个新电脑。可是一只都没有money哦。呵呵。
现在大马的时间是凌晨7：50.我又一宿没睡觉了。为什么呢？ 因为我饿啊。我在等10点多的时候，等那家买饺子的阿姨开。 之后我就要去好好的吃一顿哦。
嗨，烦心事也不少啊。我自己没有感觉自己有多好，可是，为什么会碰到，沾花惹草的事情呢？天啊。为什么呢？我有一个爱我的女朋友，我就已经很满足了。我没有更多的要求了。
我真的希望我可以快点离开这个地方。真的很想离开大马。这里对我挺好的， 可是不好的事已经累计的太多了。 我不想天天都要面对这些事情。我很烦。所以我必须要逃避。我希望可以早日去澳洲去。去上正经八本的大学。去做一些，适合我的年龄的事情。
呼呼。太饿了。脑袋不好使了。。。。不知道要写什么了。。。
Until next time…ciao!!
哇， 一转眼，好多天都过去了。已经到了二月份了。真的好快啊。
最近心里一直不是很平静。一直都有一种随时要爆发的感觉。 我女朋友中了登革热。住了院。我呢，为了天天能从学校跑到医院，从我朋友那里借了一辆汽车过来。我现在没有驾照，所以我还算是illegal driving. 我天天晚上在她身边陪她，每天早上一到8点多，我就要去上课了。上完课，我去买吃的回来给她吃。我天天都是这种生活。跑来跑去的。全是为了她，可是今天呢。我有点事情，我晚了一点给她送吃的，她却对我有疑问了。她问我是不是跑去跟别的女孩搭讪去了。她问我是不是不爱她了。我跟她解释，我不是不爱她了，我只是忙的头有点晕。老是会忘记事情。她不理解。到现在为止还对我发脾气。
说实话，我真的有点累了。我要为我的每一个行动做出解释。我要为我见面，打招呼的所有女生解释，我们只是朋友而已。没什么别的。
这样子的生活我真的有点受不了了。我的life，是要有自由的。我不希望我要为我的每一个举动写一份报告。这样子的话，我还用出国吗？我就天天在家里跟我爸妈不就ok了吗？
我不希望我们两个人到最后是分开的。我很想跟她一直到老。可是如果每一天都要像今天这样子的话，我真的不知道我还能忍多久。真的不知道。
So, it seems like its the time of the year again, where all the chinese people around the world gather together to celebrate the yearly Chun Jie festival. Its like the chinese version of new year. All the fireworks and screaming and shouting, there really is the spirit.
So this year is the year of the Rabbit, chinese pronounciation is ‘TU’. There is many sayings related to TU, something like..hoping you have a ‘TU’ good year. etc.
So I got a couple of friends over at my place, the atmosphere is very cheerful, but for some goddamn reason, I cant be happy, Im not sure why, but thats how I feel.
So we cooked and ate hotpot. Hotpot consisted of fish balls, toufu, cabbage, noodles, prawns( although I didn’t touch that), the spices I picked out for the hotpot was a bit too salty and now my throat is throbbing. I guess next time I should really try to control myself and not choose so many salty spices. Otherwise the result of eating them is really downright painful.
Anyway, a new year is upon me and I will try my best to improve myself, although what improvements, I am still not sure. So I will update tomorow morning when I am properly rested and clear in the mind!
Once again, Happy New ‘TU’ year！！
Back in 2008, I wrote a post saying how much music I had on my PC. You can check it out here.I had 22 GB of music. Back at that time, that would have been considered as awesome or just plain nuts. Well, I deleted almost all of it back then, just left myself with around 2 gigs max. Well, after reading that post again, I checked my computer and the sight shocked me….I have downloaded 110 gigs of music in the last two years….there are stuff that I dont even listen to anymore..I found some Disney tunes, some background music and when i checked the last time that they were modified, it showed 2009. That means that song is over 2 years old already!
This simple realization has made me realized that I CANNOT live without music. Even if I had to go out for like 10 minutes, I would look for my ipod and plug it in. And when I am home, you can be sure that I would have music blasting out from my room. If I am hungry, I listen to music; when I am sleepy, I listen to music. So basically music is always around me, whereever I am. Music is like my fuel, and it keeps me running strong.
So until the day comes where there is no more music, I will be strong and keep runnin, and never back down…
all because there is still music in my life
Music is my food.
最近心里面有点烦，真的不知道要上那里能把这些话说出来。刚好想到了wordpress， 所以就趁机上来说几句。。
最近学习上，我有了那么稍微的一点进步吧，可是不是很明显。。上个学期的subject我都过了，可是成绩不是很好，只是刚刚好够过的。 本以为这样子的话我就可以松一口气了，可是谁知道我收到了一封dismissal信。信里说，我的成绩一直都不是很好，所以学校决定要把我赶出这个programme，我疯掉了啊！！
怎么可以这样子啊。。我赶紧写appeal letter 给我的部门的头，等了一天，最后他们还是给我了一次最后的机会，他们让我好好把握，如果不好好把握的话，下个学期就真的不能继续读了。。
所以现在我要专心的，好好的，努力。一定要拿到好成绩，不拿好成绩，就不让读书了！！！！
情感上面吗，我还好吧。我跟女朋友相处的很好，偶尔会有点小摩擦，可是最后来，我们俩还是很好的。没啥东西解决不了的。我心里的唯一不满就是，自从我女朋友跟我在一起以后，她就没享受过好日子。一直都很疲劳，很累。我不是很有钱，我也不是很帅的那种男身，可是她依然陪在我身边。我真的很感动。希望有一天我可以有足够的能力带给她幸福。
这些话，我不敢，也不会对着她本人说的，因为我不会表达吧，可是我真的希望有一天我可以好好的谢谢她，谢谢她在万苦之中仍然陪着我度过。
宝贝，我爱你！
Arghh….What is wrong with schools and universities these days? Why is there always so much work to attend to? Its like they don’t want us to do anything else, but just do homework, revise, do homework, and revise all day long. I have been on the computer doing school related work almost 12 hours a day and I am still lagging behind. This is crazy, there is no end to the amount of work to be done. ITS LIKE A LONG LONG NIGHTMARE!! I am really looking forward to the month long holiday coming soon. I really need to take that time and relax a bit.
KEEPing the UPDATING…up!!
Yes, that is right. I am starting to feel FAT. I don’t know since when or how, but I looked into the mirror today and I saw a HUGE TUMMY in front me…. It was really quite scary, because I know I am becoming overweight these days but I had no idea how much overweight. And after seeing myself in the mirror, I feel mentally destroyed! I seriously need to shed some pounds before the holidays kick in.
Today I got a math test, which I think I totally aced. I came late to the class and I was just in luck, last seat. Otherwise, as the lecturer said, I would be awarded an automatic 0. Thank god that didn’t happen. Went it, tackled the paper and finished it in record time, I finished a 2 hour paper in around 45 minutes. Although I’m not 100% sure if I got all the answers correct, but I’m sure that I did better than before, so that’s a relief.
Wow, LOOK at the time..it is 3:14am here in Malaysia, and here I am typing away on my laptop. Quite the geek life I assume.
Oh, recently this HUGE internet war started has started in China. 360, the top anti-virus provider in China has accused QQ, another HUGE communications company in China, saying that the latter was using softwares that could log all the data that their users stored in their computers. Some infringment of privacy for the computer users.
An update today says that QQ has made a move by sending all their users a message saying that no one with the 360 anti-virus can run QQ. THis has made plenty chinese people crazy….dunno what will be going on these few weeks. So more to updates!!
Arghh, totally hating myself at the moment now. I updated this blog like two months ago saying that I will once again update it when the pizza man came. But then, hunger came in the way and when the pizza man came, my brain was in hunger overdrive. So there was no thought of updating the blog anymore. The only thing that was in my brain was “PIZZA”!!
Well, after all of that, THIS time, I really REALLY want, NEED, and is determined to update this blog on a daily basis. The reason for that is: I have been feeling a bit pent up with lots of feelings, lots of ideas, motions, thoughts, but them I haven’t found a place or person that I can talk it all out. So I thought, why not utilize my already existing platform and just talk on it.
So here I am, updating this blog from my live writer software.
*********Fast update during the last past two months*****************
–> I bought a DSLR
–>Got myself into a relationship with a girl that I truly love.
–>Feeling the pressure of a second diploma student
–>Feeling all the back pain, neck pain, etc from all the late night sessions.
–>Found a love for apple macbook pro
–>Found a love for photoshop, premiere, after effects, and any other software that is related to photo editing, design, etc
–>Failed a couple of subjects in my course here at the university, that’s why all the pressure.
–Well, that is all for about now, its getting quite late here in Malaysia and I need to get some sleep before my test tomorrow.
that’s all for now, more updates later. with more pictures than words. 
Wow. Last night I slept quite late, actually I slept at around 6 am in the morning. And I woke up just now, I opened my eyes and looked at the time…it is 5 Pm. I was like, “Damn, I slept for 11 hours?” I’m still kind of dazed at the moment, cant fully get awake. But I think I just ordered 2 large pizzas from Pizza Hut. Now that I am a bit more awake, I have no idea why i just ordered 2 LARGE pizzas for myself. Gonna kill myself trying to eat both..
updates when the pizza man comes. ETA 30 minutes from this post.
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i installed a new copy of windows into my computer and while installing my msn messenger, I was asked whether I wanted to install a program called Windows Live Writer. Well since it said something about blogging, i thought I’d give it a try. So here it is…first example post using live Writer. Hope its working as planned and I hope this program makes me blog consistently.
That will be all for now. Updates later on!
